Moody

Oops...Something wrong with my mood today.

Is it that the influence of hormone? 

Whenever I saw others are being so hardworking, I feel that I am not hardworking enough. I am not serious enough in doing my assignment. I try my best to get it done but I still feel that it is not so complete. I am wondering that whether I put enough effort in my studies. I always feel that I am not hardworking enough. I should be able to get better result if I work harder. However, sometimes I will find some excuse to escape from doing revision. *Talking nonsense again~bla bla bla~*ignore ignore~hehe^^

Let's share about something special today! Okay, look at here, something that I never share before.

As for today, my cousin's family came to Kampar to visit him. Then, my parents request them to bring some stuff to me. That's why I receive "BIG GIFT" today. Really a lot. They invite me for dinner together just now. I was really shocked by today's dinner. No la...Actually, not getting shocked by the dinner. Well, we went for dinner but not using my cousin's parents' car. Instead, a girl drove to in front of our hostel. Then, my cousin said" get into the car!". I was wondering what's actually happened. Who's the girl? Do I know her? Actually, I almost can guess she is my cousin' gf. Wow...I never know that his parents already get to know this girl. OMG!!! I was really shocked. I felt uneasy throughout the dinner. I don't know who to talk with because I seldom having meal with them. Rather, I prefer to have dinner with my another Aunt and my family. I almost want to run away at that moment. Well, tomorrow still have another breakfast and dinner together with them...Alright~

I was being told by my daddy that they were having early birthday celebration tonight. Tomorrow is my daddy's lunar birthday. I am so "naughty" that I didn't go back to celebrate with my daddy. Daddy, please forgive me~I will do something for you although I can't go back~promise^^

bla bla bla~~~

20131101

I am away from my blog for quite some time. Is it that I am too busy with many assignments? Well, actually I have a lot of time for me to settle all academic stuff. It is just that sometimes I choose to escape myself from it. It is really annoying to read all the articles. Yet, I have no choice but to search for it, read it and digest it. Mei Guan, please be focus and do your best! Remember it!

Life sometimes can be just too bored but it is challenging actually. Perhaps you are getting bored by your normal life, everyday keeps on repeating the same thing. The challenge is how to break through all these. The principle that I keep is life should be full with happiness and it should be meaningful for yourself because life is yours! I want to be a happy girl ALWAYS! Yup! I want to be!

Please forgive me to "share" my simple life here. Sometimes I will be emotional, but don't worry, it is just for temporary. Just let me "shout out" my feeling here, then it is just okay. Everything back to normal.

I am here, in Kampar, for 4 years time. So many challenges I have to go through include my academy and my life. Perhaps after few years, when I look back my university life, it is just "very easy" life. Things are not that tough as what I thought now. Assignments, mid-term, presentation and final exam all are just simple and normal! Just do my best and don't bother anything about the result! Yup, that's it!

Another thing is that I must be independent in my life. Daddy and mummy provide the best thing for me and I always appreciate it. So, please don't give up and whenever you feel unhappy, please always remember that they are always be my side and support me always! Do keep contact with them frequently so that you know you are not alone!

Thank you my daddy and mummy for sending me all the "gifts". 

Mei Guan, please be contented with what you have now. Don't think about what others you want but you don't own it now, you will get it one day eventually^^ Smile smile smile~

p/s: I am a bit emo when I type this article. Please ignore it if it affects your mood.....

笑容。女孩

Well, that's the end of week 1. It's the time for us to warm up for this new semester. I believe that many of us just can't do much of thing because we're still in holiday mood. So, after this warming up period, we should concentrate on our studies. I always want to be a better person as compared to yesterday. Yet, it is not easy.

Life will still move on.
Be strong, girl :)

最完美的自拍照:)

1st week 20131016

Since I am quite free this week, so let's grab this opportunity to write more and share more. Usually I am going to share about the lecturers for my whole new semester.

I have attended 3 lecture classes for the previous 2 days and I have yet to meet my tutors for all the subjects. In my very first class in this semester, I met a female lecturer. It's really out of my expectation. She looks quite different as compared to her photo. Anyway, she is very nice and patient. Her way of lecturing is quite okay for me. We were a bit disappointed that she's unable to come to class today (2nd lecture class) as she is not feeling well.

After E-commerce class, we straightly continued with Business Ethics class. Actually, we are not supposed to take this subject in this semester. Yet, we have registered for it as others say it's going to be a little bit easier as compared to taking it in long semester. What makes us have the courage to take two year 3 papers in this semester? Can we handle it well? It remains as a question mark for this moment. Usually the lecturers won't encourage us to take year 3 paper before year 2 sem 3. What I think is that it is still tough no matter when you take this subject. 

Well, what's my perception for my Business Ethics lecturer? He's good lecturer. Although he's very young but he is now holding the position as a HoD. Wow...He keeps on moving from left to right and from right to left. Also, he should reflect a good image of himself. Please don't sneeze in front of so many students. At least, turn back and sneeze please. I don't like the way he hold the microphone. Please hold it nicely to avoid distraction. He's really awesome, talking 2 hours non-stop. Please allow us to have a short break in between. I can't concentrate for 2 hours continuously. He's a responsible lecturer indeed.

I have met up with my Recruitment & Resourcing lecturer today. He's my tutor for last semester. Actually, my perception towards him is not that good. He's always wearing white and seems not very clean. I also don't know why. After attending his lecture, I found out that he is able to lecture well and I can concentrate throughout the class. Hence, he left a good impression for me today. His memories is good as he can recognize his former students for other subject.

Let's looking forward to meet my advisor as my tutor for this semester tomorrow. I have never been taught by him before. He's nice as well. I just realize that I have only one female lecturer in this semester.

I think I can have started my assignment from tomorrow because formation of group will be carried out during tutorial class. There's 2 tutorial classes tomorrow and no lecture class. Each of the class will be conducted 3 hours continuously. 

Another thing too be shared...

I went to night market just now. It was crowded with people after 3 weeks semester break. It's great to visit night market, variety of food is there. It is up to your decision on what to buy and eat. Anyway, I didn't buy much today because of weight gain. Although I know eating too much will cause weight gain but I still eat a lot during semester break. This is due to the reason that I can't have the chance to eat particular of food in Kampar. So, I always search for something to eat in my hometown. Never mind. I can slim down easily in Kampar as compared to staying in my hometown. xD Anyway, it takes some time for me to slim down too.

Next...

Recently, I am watching a new HK drama called "Fa Wai Feng Yun". Actually, I think that there's not much nice drama as for this year. This is only the 3rd drama I watch in this year and the last one will be "On Call 36" I think.

***Gambateh Gambateh Gambateh for Y2S2!!!!!!!!!!*** It's just so fast...

Year 2 Semester 2 in UTAR

Stay energetic!!! Fighting fighting fighting!!!

Let's start with very strong words. I think the number of my posts is declining. A lot of things happened in the previous one month, starting with preparation for the final examination and followed by the examination and also my holidays include my Shanghai trip. Now, I am back to Kampar again for the commencement of my second semester of second year. As usual, it will not be easy for this semester. It is getting tougher and tougher. No choice, I have to continue with it.

How's my performance for last semester? Well, it is a satisfied one but not as good as my previous semesters. I know I can do better if I have prepared it well before the examination. There's room for improvement. I really appreciate that I still in the Dean's list. Yet, it is not an easy task for me to be in the list again for this semester. There's two year 3 papers and one year 2 paper for me in this semester. I have read through the assignment questions and I think all of them are the toughest I get in my university life. I have to tell myself not to worry about it because I will be doing it in a group and hopefully we can help among each other to get it done.

Short semester seems easier as compared to long semesters and yet it is not, in fact. Everything are quite rushing and we have short period of time to get it all done. How challenging is it? Well, it is challenging enough for me. We wish to start everything earlier but we couldn't do much for our assignment in this moment because we haven't gone through our tutorials yet. The most headache thing is not forming of group but the topics to be selected. Information needs to be collected before we can select the easiest topic. There's even 2 mid-terms in this semester and it will be conducted in week 3, covering chapter 1 to 5. It indicates that we have to start to do something although it is only week 1. Today is the second day of this semester and I wasted these 2 days anyway. This is not a good phenomenon! meiguan, please start to do something before you regret! Please remind me on that! :P

Holidays is always the sweetest moment in study life. We can just do anything we like or just do nothing because nobody is going to stop you from doing so. It is great that I had the chance to meet up with my best friends twice in the previous holidays. We hanged out together few days before we back for studies and we managed to watch a movie together, naming Inferno. It was quite nice actually. 

Holidays is over. It is cruel to ask us to come back and to face the reality again. 

No matter how hard is it, we still have to face it, accept it, and go through it and that's it!

***Allow me to relax today as it is public holiday and I shall motivate myself to work hard from tomorrow onward! ***

江南之行2013 part 2

Continue^^

                                                                  Hehe^^

With mummy..Inside 梵宫

with uncle, aunt and mummy^^

with daddy:)

aiks...头发乱了。。。后面的不是画哦，风景来的。。

love Shanghai

传说中的城隍庙就在这~

金钱豹自助大餐，你吃过吗？

夜上海，夜上海，你是个不夜城~

at Pu Dong international airport:)

8天的江南之行结束了。。。我们何时再相见？

江南秋天行2013

Time flies. It almost comes to the end of the semester break. Looking back on what have I done in this semester break.

I am lucky that I have the opportunity to fly to overseas again. I really have to thank my dad on everything he gives to me include the opportunity to travel abroad. I had been to Shanghai last week. It was a 8-day trip. It was wonderful! We move from one city to another city everyday. So, we had been to total of 8 cities include the big cities like Shanghai, Nanjing, and SuZhou. Every city is just different from each other. Here are some photos throughout the trip:)

                                                     Shanghai Ming Zhu Tower...

                                                       HangZhou Westlake^^

                                                         杭州河坊街找美食去~

                                                    横店影视城---秦王宫

                                            变身公主了。。哈

                                                               苏州狮子林。我躲在这~

                                                       这是鸟巢，但不是北京哦。。

                                                          南京中山陵。。。

                                                                    南京夫子庙~

                                                 灵山大佛里的梵宫。。。
To be continued~