Moody

Oops...Something wrong with my mood today.

Is it that the influence of hormone? 

Whenever I saw others are being so hardworking, I feel that I am not hardworking enough. I am not serious enough in doing my assignment. I try my best to get it done but I still feel that it is not so complete. I am wondering that whether I put enough effort in my studies. I always feel that I am not hardworking enough. I should be able to get better result if I work harder. However, sometimes I will find some excuse to escape from doing revision. *Talking nonsense again~bla bla bla~*ignore ignore~hehe^^

Let's share about something special today! Okay, look at here, something that I never share before.

As for today, my cousin's family came to Kampar to visit him. Then, my parents request them to bring some stuff to me. That's why I receive "BIG GIFT" today. Really a lot. They invite me for dinner together just now. I was really shocked by today's dinner. No la...Actually, not getting shocked by the dinner. Well, we went for dinner but not using my cousin's parents' car. Instead, a girl drove to in front of our hostel. Then, my cousin said" get into the car!". I was wondering what's actually happened. Who's the girl? Do I know her? Actually, I almost can guess she is my cousin' gf. Wow...I never know that his parents already get to know this girl. OMG!!! I was really shocked. I felt uneasy throughout the dinner. I don't know who to talk with because I seldom having meal with them. Rather, I prefer to have dinner with my another Aunt and my family. I almost want to run away at that moment. Well, tomorrow still have another breakfast and dinner together with them...Alright~

I was being told by my daddy that they were having early birthday celebration tonight. Tomorrow is my daddy's lunar birthday. I am so "naughty" that I didn't go back to celebrate with my daddy. Daddy, please forgive me~I will do something for you although I can't go back~promise^^

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