Week 5, give me 5.

Finally, my busiest two weeks are over. Now, I left only with one presentation. Time flies when your time is full with activities. When you a lot of things to complete, you will definitely feel that the time is passing so fast. Let's share about last presentation. Again, I feel nervous during presentation although I have gone through so many presentation. I think that this is just very normal because you just can't calm down when many people are looking at you. Anyway, I did my best for the presentation. Also, there's improvement in Q & A session. Usually, I don't manage to answer it very well. As for this time, I did contribute for it and it enhanced my confidence in answering questions next time. 

Few days ago, I had made a decision to participate in Malacca camp after I missed it for the previous 2 years because it always clash with my final examination. Finally, I have chance to participate in it again because my final examination ends earlier this time. There's only 10 days for my 3 subjects. It's about 4 weeks time from now for me to go back to my hometown. I already set 4 targets for myself in this coming semester break. Hopefully, I am able to accomplish all my 4 targets. If I manage to get it realized, I will share with you here. 

I found out that I like to talk to people because I will always learn something through conversation with others. I really feel that there's room for me to improve myself either in academic or co-curriculum activities. When you meet some others, you can easily find that there's lots of people are better than you. Actually, I am quite appreciate that I had made a right decision to join Yoga society. If not, I am not able to expose myself to many different things that I never face it before. You only will get to know about it when you join it. I do admire those leaders for each and every society. They are really awesome! It is not easy to become a leader indeed. You need to plan for everything and manage the members of your team. At this moment, I admit that I am still not able to do it. I am not brave enough to do so much of things. I know that socialization is very important in our life but I am weak in it. Perhaps my personality is the major factor. 

Also, I am quite happy to know someone who have very positive thinking in life. Sometimes, I just can't have such positive thinking. Actually, everything can have 2 perspectives. Maybe it may not be good if you view it from this side but it may be just fine if you view it from another side. Anyway, I am still learning to see something from different point of view.

Nobody is perfect in this world, isn't it? Perhaps you are not good in some aspects but you can be very good in some other aspects. Try to discover something good about yourself then you feel more relieved.... Sometimes, I feel that I am able to comfort but I just can't please myself. 

Don't think so much. Just be myself. Don't care about how others see you. I have to believe that I am the best!