Yea~I know that I shouldn't be "in" the blog now. Instead, I shall open the book to do revision. I am wrong and I admitted. The next paper will be on next Monday. Thus, I still have plenty of time?! No. It shouldn't be. The next paper is the most challenging one for this round. I do really worry that I even don't know how to start when I see the questions. In fact, my coursework for this subject is quite low and I don't know why is it so. Don't regret that you didn't do enough revision and wasted one day plus since the end of yesterday's paper. It's my fault. I just can't start my revision if I don't finish watching the latest episode of the drama. So, please forgive me...I just have a lot on my mind today. It's nothing related to my examination. Instead, I am thinking of many some other things.
Today, I saw a friend shared about her life in overseas. I always ask myself how would I be if I am the one in oversea? I really have no idea about it. If you ask me whether I will choose to go to oversea to study if I have the opportunity, I don't have the answer. Perhaps I will say no. Yea. I am not a very independent person although I know I need to be independent. I am just too "well-protected". There's no doubt that it helps to broaden one's view and gain whole new experience by going oversea. Sometimes, I also feel a bit jealous for those who have the chance. What if I really go oversea? Will I be someone who will travel around to explore more or just stay at hostel and go to campus? Will I mix around with others?
Recently, I also saw few people going for master studies. Again, I ask myself, shall I continue with master studies after graduation? It's really not too far from me now. It's less than a year. Frankly speaking, I don't have the will to go for master studies as for now. Even I say I want to pursue, my purpose is just want to get one more higher qualification. Yet, it's not what I want, really. No matter how, I am not sure whether I will change my mind after I finish my degree studies.
On the other hand, the same question always come to me, recently. You guess what? Sorry mummy...I always make you worry about me. As the saying goes" parents always worry about their son or daugther until 99" and it's true! What she concerns about doesn't have anything related to my studies. She won't ask how's my exam and whether I can do it. It's really good that my parents never request for anything in my studies. They never say "girl, you should study well for your exam". The reason is that they don't want to put any pressure on me. Second thing is that I never let them down. So, what's my mum concern the most? She keeps on asking do I have any "xinyiduixiang"? My mum is really different from others. She never stop me but encourage me. She's really worry...and me too....psps...I think it would be one of my regret in my uni life as well. In fact, there's a lot of things not being done as in the common list of what you should do in your uni life. Anyway, I still remember one of my friends saying that you want to be together with someone shall not due to the reason that you want a companion. Instead, it's because you both like each other.
It's seems like I am saying too much. Anyway, not much people will find this post. Thus I have to worry to talk about something about me. I saw lots of people tagging each other requesting for 20 facts about oneself. I am not being tagged by anyone. But then....Here's are something that I would like to share....Not to say share, but just to express...Actually, there's more than 20 facts about oneself. It's just too much...
Yea....I still feel a bit guilty for not doing revision now. How can I waste my time? I know I am a bit lazy, seriously. Please work hard~Coming to uni is not easy! Please put more effort~Hopefully I am able to answer the questions next Monday. Well, my last paper will be on next Saturday. And I will have 10 days holidays before going for internship...
TQ for reading if you are the one who are willing to lend me your ear and listen to me....TQVM...
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