20121127

hello!hello!hello!
Actually,I didn't plan to write this post but then no more website for me surf so that I am here.
What to write and what to share?I am lack of ideas for now.
Anyway,I will be back very soon so that I won't be alone here. I really can't wait to go back although my holiday is not started yet.There will be around 2 and half week for me to study in my hometown before final examination.It is really a great new for me!At the same time,I am also count downing for my holidays.Yet,it is not a good sign because my holiday starts on the day that is predicted to be the end of the world. I don't know why the rumor becomes more and more intense recently. Many don't believe that it is true but the rumor seems like translate itself into "fact". Actually,I also don't believe that it is going to be true but at the same time I have little worries about it too. Hopefully it won't happen because I will be having my vacation in Malaysia as well as overseas. I want to go for my vacation with my family!Please don't let me down,okay?
My emotion fluctuates over time. Sometimes, I feel like I don't like my personal characteristics. I think that I am used to be not dare to look into others' eyes. That makes me disconnect from the people around me. I think that most of you will think that I am not that friendly. That's why the number of my true friends is countable. I know that I am not that kind of person that can easily socialize with others. Also, I don't smile that often. If I force myself to talk with others, I feel that I am actually not comfortable with it. There's a phrase I can remember very well which a saying some sort says that "you feel comfortable while you are with your friends although both of you actually keep silence and not talk to each other....that's your true friends!".
I can only tell myself that "I am who I am". I don't need to force myself to do something that I don't like. I don't smile is not because I am not friendly and I keep silent is not because I am a quiet person. If you know me well and you will know it. Although I know interpersonal relationship and social network are both very important but at this moment I still can't do it well.
Let's change to other topic...
Thrusday will be our "war" again to arrange our timetable. 6 subjects for me in next semester!A lot and a lot! So, after the holidays, I will be busying again and not as free as now!
Let's waving to Mentakab in few days time!Cheers!
I know I will have better emotional support in my hometown as compared to here. Thus, I will be doing better in coming final examination!
All the best and good luck to myself! Meiguan!