20121127

hello!hello!hello!
Actually,I didn't plan to write this post but then no more website for me surf so that I am here.
What to write and what to share?I am lack of ideas for now.
Anyway,I will be back very soon so that I won't be alone here. I really can't wait to go back although my holiday is not started yet.There will be around 2 and half week for me to study in my hometown before final examination.It is really a great new for me!At the same time,I am also count downing for my holidays.Yet,it is not a good sign because my holiday starts on the day that is predicted to be the end of the world. I don't know why the rumor becomes more and more intense recently. Many don't believe that it is true but the rumor seems like translate itself into "fact". Actually,I also don't believe that it is going to be true but at the same time I have little worries about it too. Hopefully it won't happen because I will be having my vacation in Malaysia as well as overseas. I want to go for my vacation with my family!Please don't let me down,okay?
My emotion fluctuates over time. Sometimes, I feel like I don't like my personal characteristics. I think that I am used to be not dare to look into others' eyes. That makes me disconnect from the people around me. I think that most of you will think that I am not that friendly. That's why the number of my true friends is countable. I know that I am not that kind of person that can easily socialize with others. Also, I don't smile that often. If I force myself to talk with others, I feel that I am actually not comfortable with it. There's a phrase I can remember very well which a saying some sort says that "you feel comfortable while you are with your friends although both of you actually keep silence and not talk to each other....that's your true friends!".
I can only tell myself that "I am who I am". I don't need to force myself to do something that I don't like. I don't smile is not because I am not friendly and I keep silent is not because I am a quiet person. If you know me well and you will know it. Although I know interpersonal relationship and social network are both very important but at this moment I still can't do it well.
Let's change to other topic...
Thrusday will be our "war" again to arrange our timetable. 6 subjects for me in next semester!A lot and a lot! So, after the holidays, I will be busying again and not as free as now!
Let's waving to Mentakab in few days time!Cheers!
I know I will have better emotional support in my hometown as compared to here. Thus, I will be doing better in coming final examination!
All the best and good luck to myself! Meiguan!

191112

It has been a long time I didn't post anything.Is it too far away from my last post?Actually,it didn't.

Now I am in the short semester and it is already week 6 but officially week 5.Everything done include all the assignments, mid-term and also presentation. Now I am totally free from all of these but I am still attach to the coming final examination. Roughly a month to go since I will be having my first paper on 18 and last paper on 20. Frankly speaking, I don't like my examination to be allocated at almost the end of the period of examination. I want to go home earlier!Why don't just let my examination finish at 10++th? Who is the person who create the timetable of the examination?This is the 2nd time my paper ends at the 3rd last day of the examination!So?I only have 3 weeks holidays.Don't you think that it is short?

No matter what I still have to work hard for the coming 31 days.It is my mission to score the only 2 papers! I shouldn't feel any stress because there is only 2 papers!The ever least papers I have to sit for.Thus,you don't have any reasons to say it is hard or anything else.You can even do well for11 papers,isn't it?Now,there's only 2!!!So,don't disappoint your family and also your adviser.You should strive for the best within your ability or competency. Just fight for it!

Anyway, I will be back before my final examination.This is due to the big gap in between the teaching week and my exams. Yeah!The 1st time for me to go back before the final exams.It never happen before. So,I will spend almost a month in my hometown in next month.

21 December 2012,I will be back!I will have my Christmas in Johor! Hopefully next year I will be going overseas too!Hurray!!!

Done!

中国报 “优学” 6-11-2012

讀者－黎美君◎彭亨：重覆播放一首曲子

中學畢業之后，學子們紛紛離鄉背井，到外升學或工作。遠離他鄉，來到一個全新的環境，第一個要解決的問題就是尋找一個舒適的居所啦！一般上，我們都得租房子，和他人同住一屋簷下。

　我們來自不同的州屬，擁有不同的家庭背景與生長環境，所以大家的性格都截然不同。在外唸書一年多，我遇到了形形色色的室友。慶幸的是，到目前為止，我還未遇過太難相處的室友。然而，我不太能接受的，是其中一位室友重複播放著同一首曲子，超過一個小時。我感到有些厭煩，但我也嘗試體諒他，或許他真的太愛那首歌曲了吧 ！

　除了這小暇疵，我的室友還算滿友善的。見到面時，我們會微笑點頭；下雨時。會幫忙收衣。當某位室友生日時，買了蛋糕，都會分給大家吃，分享喜悅。我們也不忘送上滿滿的祝福！此外，我們的學長室友也常勉勵我們，要我們奮發圖強，好好唸書。這小小的叮嚀，都令我們感到相當貼心。

　總的來說，只要大家互相尊重與禮讓，室友們之間的相處是可以很愉快，融恰的！

031112

It's Saturday!Let's share something relaxing.I have calculated something which I think it is important for me. Today is my 435 th day in Kampar which means that I lost 435 days to spend with my family. It is so difficult to live alone.Whenever you have something to share but you have nobody to share with.
I came here for almost 1 and half year and I just back to my hometown for 9 times.Next Sunday will be my 10th journey back to my home. Few days ago,I saw a post in weibo by Andrew and he said that he just spent about a week with his family in this year.I think I am the luckier one because I have 93 days in home this year.There were only 2 months I didn't stay at home.
435 days in Kampar...Let's say I cycle for 3km per day,now I already cycled for more than 1000km.It's fantastic! No wonder I can keep fit by cycling.haha~I am so proud of that!Thanks to my scholarship and tuition waiver,I spent no much in this 1 and half year.I am very happy that I have reduced lots of burdens of my family.yup!Hope that I can maintain my CGPA so that my dad will not need to pay so much.Few days ago,I just paid the tuition fees.There's nobody queuing and I didn't need to wait.In a moment,"shuap"...Thousand ringgit gone!Quite expensive for attending 1 class,you know?So,please pay attention whenever possible & don't waste your money!Although we are the boss...hahax~
count down for 8 days!I will be back very very soon!I just finished my only test in this semester and it is not so difficult.Hopefully I can score it!In the coming week,there are 3 tasks for me before going back!The most important one will be my last presentation in this semester.It is a small forum which will be done by me together with a partner.Although Tuesday will be our presentation but we didn't prepare it yet.Perhaps the script will be done by tomorrow.Also,we will hand up our OB assignment and attend another workshop called" Critical Thinking at Workplace".Then,I will officially back to my hometown!I don't know why recently I miss "xing xing mall" so much!I want to go there!Yeah!
88888888888888......only 8 days left!Cheers!

11112

Actually,I also don't know where to start for this post.I just feel that my blog has been changed towards negative thinking.It is not I want to but life is just that full of challenges.Sometimes you really what to do for life.Everyday,you will be doing the same thing again and again.Perhaps the phrase "don't ask why,do or die"is true!I always want to go home if I could!Hope that I can improve my driving skill so that I can go back whenever I want to.
The question "can I sustain for 3 years life here?" appears in my mind again and again. It is not easy and I know it.How to cope?How to tackle it?Sometimes I hope that I have no emotion at all so that I won't be so emotional.
Take it easy!Take it easy!But it is not so easy!
10 days to go back....No worry & be happy!
Attached myself to my motto:Happy,Healthy & Meaningful Life...No matter what,happy always comes first!Don't bother what others said,I am who I am!Be myself!