Drive???!!!

I loss myself...It's true!
I don't know how many times I planned my schedule but I didn't follow it...
Perhaps I don't have the drive to do it!
I wasted lots of time and I know it.
However, it's really hard to cheer myself up...
I should change but where to start?
I wonder...
The fact is I really can't waste my time anymore!
I should throw the radio and laptop away!Don't let my see them anymore!
Forget everything and just to focus & focus & focus on the lecture notes and past year questions!
I know I can't force myself too hard because at the end I will loss myself again!
Positive thinking & happy learning!!!
When I read the past year questions,I found out that I don't understand most of the parts of the subjects.If I am having my exam now,I don't know what will happen.
Time flies...
I still have how many days left?
I think I am in the ICU now...
GO GO GO!!!
Don't worry don't worry!
In fact,I worry so much that I can't do well in the exam...Now is only Y1S1,if I say it is hard,how am I going to study for the following exam???!!!!