Saturday, January 17, 2015

放下,面对,乐观,自信。

Yes! It's my last semester now! Now is week 1. I am still not get used to life at Kampar although I had been here for the past three years. You may wonder why I always repeat the same things every semester. No choice. Frankly speaking, my life at Kampar is actually quite bored. Most of the time I spent in hostel other than going for class. A person tends to think a lot when being alone. It's really true. 

I have only 3 days class in a week this semester. In fact, I have plenty of time to do assignments and all those things. Yet, I was just too relax in this week. It takes some time to get back my motivation to move forward. Leaving the books for at least 4 months and went for internship. My internship is not as relax and enjoyable as others. Instead, it was a challenging one everyday. Although it was challenging and make me feel stressful, I was able to find great moment spending with interns. I have full control of my time after work and during weekend. No worries about any other things. Unlike now, you still have to think of academic things. No more entertainment now. Everything goes back to the original point. Cycling to campus, attending class alone, eating alone, spending most of the time at hostel. 

OK lo...This is good for me! For me to fully focus on my academic. For now, I have to be stronger, believe in myself and my very best for the last semester! As I said before, life is gettig more and more challenging since Year 3 Sem 1. It will continue to be more challenging from this year onwards. I know there's no use to think too much. It won't change anything. 

放下,面对,乐观,自信。

Ok. Week 2 is coming, please don't hide yourself! Please face it with positive heart! No matter you like it or not, just bear with it for 4 months only.

Oh ya...I went for 2nd time blood donation on 15 Jan 2015. This is the first meaningful thing I did in year 2015! hehe...

Friday, January 9, 2015

2.0.1.5

Well, it's my first post in 2015! Welcome to 2015! 

What am I going to share for this first post? Usually, people will talk about whether they have achieved targets set last year as well as targets set for this year.  I couldn't find the list of targets set last year but I think I remember it.There are some extra targets other than the major ones. Err...My targets for these few years are just the same. It's all about maintaining good result, going for vacation in overseas with family and getting a bf. So, is it that I have achieved all my targets? Some yes but some not. Looking back my review of the year...It's still considered a great year for me! 

I think I shall add in new targets for this year. This year is going to be my turning point in my life. Yes! Life is getting more and more challenging! No choice but to go along with it! 

Here are some missions to be completed: complete FYP, do well for last sem exam, find a good job, learn cooking, go for a trip before working, find a bf, attend my convocation!

Yeah! New year, new hope! 22 years old, must be stronger and be a better me! Year 3 Sem 3, last sem! Fight fight fight!!!

CNY is around the corner! Next month is time for us to celebrate CNY again! Err...Thinking of sending out CNY cards again! Took out the past 10 years of CNY cards...Wow...I have been starting doing this since year 2004. Not to show off but just review...haha... It's not easy to maintain friendship. You may meet many people or new friends in a year but not all will be your best friends whom you keep in touch with.

It seems like I did nothing during my holidays after internship. Went to Genting, went to Bentong, went to Kampar for internship presentation, gathering with sistas! That's all! In fact, I wanted to prepare for my FYP but end up doing nothing. Well, need to rush everything after school re-open! 



Attached: a letter to myself last year

致2014年的自己,

2014年,你即将迈入21岁。21岁的你,应该要变得更成熟,独立和勇敢!
3月份的你,会参加一个瑜珈学会举办的“瑜珈营”,而且还是筹委之一。知道你不曾做过筹委,但是请你不要害怕。反之,把它当成一个让你学习和成长的机会。也许,现在对于你来说,这是一项艰巨和充满挑战性的任务,但当你努力把它完成,你会发现当中的满足感是无法用文字来形容的。请你一定要相信自己,你是可以的!

5月份的你,即将踏入大学的最后一年。希望你能够花更多的时间在学习上,以便可以取得优越的成绩,不要辜负家人对你的期望。纵然如此,但请谨记要照顾好自己的身体,不要把自己逼得太紧。只要自己尽了全力,无论结果如何,都不要太自责,因为你已经把最好的一面呈现出来了!

10月份的你,即将要去实习了。这是你第一次踏入社会工作,所以请好好珍惜这次实习的机会,相信它会让你获益良多。平时的你,比较安静,不善于与人交流。希望藉着这次为期3个月的实习,你可以学会人际交往的计巧,以便你在真正踏入社会工作时,更加懂得如何与他人交流。再者,在实习期间,请抱着谦虚的学习态度,万万不能不懂装懂。3个月的实习期,就要让你把在课堂上学习到的知识,应用在工作上。

虽然2014年对于你来说是十分挑战的一年,但是你必须要相信自己,不要放弃,勇敢的面对种种挑战。加油,我支持你!美君  上


p/s: I achieved the 2nd & 3rd except 1st...