10th of October
Yea~It comes to the 10th day of October. It's just too fast. Is this good or bad? The result of last semester was finally out. It's really out of my expectation! It's a great news! It is my second best result in university. I was really happy about that. My cgpa was being pushed up a little bit. Alright, one more semester to go after internship. Hopefully, I can do my best to maintain my cgpa.
Alright, let's come back to the topic! How's my internship? Frankly speaking, I am really stressful. Many people around me told me that this is due to the reason that I still not get used to it. I have told some of friends and my family about my current situation. Thanks for giving me encouragement. Yet, I know that this is my own problem. Nobody is able to solve it except myself. The workload here is heavy. Other than the routine research and development, I am responsible for customer support as well. I face a big challenge now! I am not able to catch the meanings of the customers. Perhaps is due to their slange. Plus I seldom or never watch English movie, causing my poor listening skills. How am I going to solve that? I really have no idea. I am the only "intern girl" in business department. I used to think that boys can easily catch up due to their interest in computer related things. Well, I am a girl who don't have any interest in computing but then I have to use so many software to finish my task.
In this company, we will never go back home on time. Always OT, OT and OT! First month is going to be alright because there are all together 5 interns now. But then after this month, 2 interns are going to leave and we will start to suffer. Now, my job scope is mainly about customer support and some development work. They do assign a senior intern to guide me throughout the customer support process. Yet, I am still in the infancy stage. Thank you for guiding me and soon you are going to leave. What shall I do? I only have about 18 days to learn as much as possible from you and now there's only 10 days left. Haiz...
I really don't know how long can I sustain here. There's 56 days more to go...I hope I can sustain until the end. But if really can't, I also don't know what shall I do. Throughout degree life, I am always asking myself whether I am able to complete everything. Same goes to my internship. I know you will say others can do it, meaning that I am also able to do it. But then, I am really lack of confidence. I am really not a very smart person. I am a slow learner.
Well, I shall believe that everything happens for a reason. Now I can't change the situation, the only way to get rid of it is to get along with it.
How I hope I can attend lecture instead of working ...........
