真实

读着别人的部落格，觉得好有深度，好有想法。然而，我的却是非常简单的，纯粹聊聊生活的琐碎事。我也发现，我写的东西都是不断地重复着的。有时，自己也会想的很多，会转牛角尖，但始终无法好好解决。放下，也许应该学会放下吧。说的容易，但要正正做到真的很难。也许一个人的成长，经历过许多事情以后，就会慢慢看透吧。我还在学着成长中。

看到有些人，很有抱负，很有梦想，很有想法，很有规划，那样真的很好。但是，我自己呢？我的人生规划又是如何的呢？快要完成学业的那一刻，我们又来到了选择的道路上。现阶段的我，想法还是蛮简单的。我只追求平淡的生活，偶尔去旅行就好。我并不舍求过多的荣华富贵，那样的生活很累。曾经是那麽想过的，毕业后找份能养活自己与家人的工作，22岁拍拖，25岁结婚。然而，这个想法应该悄悄偏离现实了吧。

常常执着于有没有能够拥有很多朋友。我常常希望自己有一大班的朋友，可以一起吃饭，聊天，生日时陪我度过。每次听到一大班人给一位朋友唱生日歌，我的心情是十分澎湃的。心想：几时才会一大班人为我庆生呢？但我给别人的感觉总是酷酷的，很少笑容，也很少和人打招呼。事实上，我不是那样的。有时，我静静的，就享受看看别人之间的互动。 有时，想找个朋友吃饭也很难。但我还是傻傻地等着，5/6 点的时候，看看手机，有没有会约我吃饭呢？很多时候，换来的是失望。渐渐的，我也习惯了。如果有人约我，我决对会答应的，求之不得呢！

说真的，我对朋友还是挺好的，真的。

没想到自己可以把最真实的感受说出来。舒服多了。

嗯，要好好温习功课了，不可以懒惰啊。

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Weekend is coming! Yet, I have replacement class these 2 days. Sometimes, I prefer that I have something to do instead of being too free. It will be quite bored if I don't have any activities during the weekend. That's why many people prefer to go back hometown if they don't have any commitments during the weekend. For me, it's just too far to travel back to my hometown. It takes about half of the day. Thus, normally I will only go back if there's 5 days break, at least. Going back too frequent, is it a good practice? I think it's good to travel back to visit your family especially your parents. However, too frequent might not be good. 

Time flies. Now, it just left 1 and half month for me to complete my 2nd year studies here. It almost 3 years I studied in UTAR. What will be the next? Which road will I choose after I graduated with a degree? Signing up a master course? Working? It's still full of uncertainty at this stage. It's good to continue studying but do I have the intention of doing so and the reason behind for doing so? So many considerations to make a decision in life.

Final year of degree studies is full of challenges! So, I should have enjoyed my another 1 and half month of year 2 studies. Any differences compared to year 2 studies? Not much different, just more challenging. 

Well, I managed to filter negative emotion in writing this post. The principle of this blog is to share positive things. Stay positive and find out the meaning of life. Appreciating the things you possess will make you happier. You are very lucky as compared to many others because you have food to eat, have place to sleep, have a healthy body, have family and friends! Regardless the size of it, you should appreciate and you will be happy!

随想

Recently, I seldom write any posts for my blog.

Am I too busy these few weeks? Yea, indeed. There's lots of commitments in these few weeks, filling up all my times. It is already the end of week 10. There's only 4 teaching weeks left and then I will sit for my final examination for 3 weeks. Actually, I think that I am short of time to do preparation for my coming final examination. After some calculation, I found out that I only have 7 days for preparation for each subject. All together there are 6 subjects! 

Although I am so busy to settle all the tasks, I still try to get some time to relax myself. Nothing much can be done to relax myself except watching drama. Recently, I temporarily shifted to Korean drama. I guess everyone know this drama. Since it is so popular so I watched it to check whether it is so interesting. Well, it is quite bored at the beginning and at the end. Yet, the middle part is quite nice. Although we all know that it is too romantic and not so realistic but some imagination is still allowed. Imagine that there's someone who always be your side and protect you...Who will be the one? One day, you will find it out by yourself. 

I have finished 2 presentations in this week. I felt so good since I don't have to cycle because of formal wear for presentation. Well, I still feel nervous when it comes to presentation. Am I looking for a perfect presentation? So it makes me so nervous? Overall, we have done our best! I would say it was a successful one! In the coming Monday, I am going to have my individual presentation. This will be my 3rd individual presentation. Gambateh!

Okay, coming back to reality. Again, meiguan, I would like say Gambateh and all the best to you! You can do it, right? Yes! Believe yourself! Nothing is impossible! As long as you are still alive, you can do it!

UTAR Convocation March 2014

Once again, I joined UTAR Convocation as a helper for registration. We were on duties for 3 sessions within 2 days. I am very satisfied with this great experience, helping the gruadands doing registration. I am very glad to see lots of graduands with smiling face especially today. I have the opportunity to "serve" Business Administration gruadands. They are all my seniors. There are 12 of them who graduate with honor degree with merit (1st class students). They all looked smart and I said "Congratulation" to them. They replied me with a "thank you" with smiling face. Hopefully I can be one of them when the time I graduate. They really give me motivation to study hard. They can do it means I also can do it! Yes! I can do it! I hope that the helper of registration can say "Congratulation" to me when I graduate next time! haha~Like what I did today!

I was attending my friend's convocation today! She is Wai Leng who I know when I joined UTAR study tour to Wuhan. Actually, I don't know whether it is appropriate for me to attend her convocation since we didn't contact for quite a long time. Eventually, I went to meet her too^^ Congratulation, my friend!

 Wai Leng with a Bachelor degree in Chinese Studies!

She looked beautiful and happy today!

This flower is for pueipuei's friend actually. I just hold it for photo taking purpose.

 Pueipuei, my best coursemate^^

Hi, everyone! I am UTAR officer for today!

I made a mistake today. Actually, my task was to assist them to find their name and let them sign on the registration form. But then when I found her name, I directly signed. OMG! Supposedly she needed to sign! Am I too happy to meet a first class student?!